I came into the room and found a box on the floor.
It was a big box, several feet by several feet by several feet.
It was on the shore of a beach and tropical waves were crashing in the background.
I turned the dial and the box was on a bed of pine needles in a forest with big trees.
I turned the knob again, and the box was in the southwest desert. It looked familiar, like someplace I’d been to myself.
I turned the knob, and the box was in the living room, on the floor. I opened the lid.
The box was full of papers and folders and notebooks. I picked one up.
Handwritten, in ink, was a story, with corrections and marginal notes, one paragraph crossed out, another with an arrow.
I read the story. Good story, well written.
I opened a folder. Papers wanted to spill out, notes, poems, a letter. I read some. Interesting. Someone writing about his life.
A notebook. Pages with dates, more notes, poems, pieces of poems with variations.
A folder was labeled with the name of the story inside. Another good story. The person was prolific.
Then a folder labeled correspondence. Hundreds of letters, some names I recognized.
Another folder, Student Work to be Returned. Papers in different handwriting, notes in ink suggesting possible revisions. I would have made the same suggestions.
Then a portfolio, photographs of different people at different stages in their lives, different clothes, some posed with various backgrounds.
At the bottom of the big box, loose, were magazines, journals, some books. I flipped through a few. On closer inspection I saw a recurring name, a page reference, and turning to that page, I saw sometimes a poem, sometimes an article, sometimes a story, all written by the same person who must have owned the box. He seemed nice. I’d like to meet him sometime.
I read more of the stories and poems, and said, I could have written that. Like minds.
People read him. He must have had a reputation, been an influence.
I read his name. Gary Sterling. Sometimes it was listed as Gary C. Sterling.
Hmm, I said, that’s my name.
Then I looked again at my name to be sure. Gary Sterling.
No wonder everything sounded familiar. I did write all of it.
So much, the box was full, spilling over.
My life in a box.
But wait! There’s more!
I’m still writing.
I’m going to need a bigger box.

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